When Words fail, Music Speaks!

What a wicked thing to do to let me dream of you

What a wicked thing to do to let me dream of you

The world was on fire and no-one could save me but you 
It’s strange what desire will make foolish people do 
I’d never dreamed that I’d meet somebody like you 
And I’d never dreamed that I’d lose somebody like you 

No, I don’t wanna fall in love 
(This world is only gonna break your heart) 
No, I don’t wanna fall in love 
(This world is only gonna break your heart) 
With you
With you
(This world is only gonna break your heart)

What a wicked game to play, to make me feel this way 
What a wicked thing to do, to let me dream of you 
What a wicked thing to say, you never felt this way 
What a wicked thing to do, to make me dream of you 

And I don’t wanna fall in love 
(This world is only gonna break your heart) 
No, I don’t wanna fall in love 
(This world is only gonna break your heart) 
With you

The world was on fire, no one could save me but you 
It’s strange what desire will make foolish people do 
I’d never dreamed that I’d love somebody like you 
And I’d never dreamed that I’d lose somebody like you 

No, I don’t wanna fall in love 
(This world is only gonna break your heart) 
No, I don’t wanna fall in love 
(This world is only gonna break your heart) 
With you
(this world is only gonna break your heart)
With you
(This world is only gonna break your heart)
No, I…
(This world is only gonna break your heart)
(This world is only gonna break your heart)

Nobody loves no one

(via greerinlalaland)

Thousand Years

I have died every day waiting for you. Darling don’t be afraid, I adore you. I have loved you for a thousand years, I have loved you for a thousand years. 


So many years have gone by since i seriously knew what i wanted to do with my life. I had one goal in mind through out high school and for the first parts of College. Graduate a Science Major and Go into medical school. Funny thing is, That is never really the Case. I got to College, tasted freedom and realized that this past was given to me and not really something i wanted to do. I was always pressured into it. My plans have changed though. I am back in San Diego, and working with some really amazing people. I have Awesome friends, Doing things i haven’t experienced yet. Don’t get me wrong, I have my road bumps. It is nothing I can’t handle though. It’s weird though, now that i’m back home. My goal seems more achieveable now then it did when i was in Riverside. Not to say that my time in Riverside was a waste but everything seems a little brighter here. Now i don’t want to go into to much details but i can assure you readers that plans are in motion. Just remember, “if you don’t like plan B, Have One hell of a plan A!”. 


Till next time, Listen to the song Thousand Years by Christina Perri. A must have addition to any Music Collection.  

Day 6 a stranger,

To the next Stranger i meet, i hope that we become friends. Because honestly, who doesn’t want more friends. But in all seriousness, be kind. and i will show you the same attitude you showed me. 

=phil

Day 5, letter to my dreams.

Dear dreams,

Don’t worry, your staying dreams for now but hear me out. I am trying to make them into reality. but some dreams will always remain dreams and if you help me i can let go. thanks dreams see you in a few minutes. 

-phil

Day 3 and 4 Dear Family,

Dear family,

I am not going to lie but sometimes you annoy me. but your family technically thats your job lol but i still love you. You have always supported me with everything i do and made me into the person i am today. thank you.

only a second, from familiar to stranger.

It is a strange thing when thinking about time. Something that we take for granted no doubt. Especially concerning how much time we spend in the lives of another individual. It’s unfortunate that i tend to be in the lives of people for just a second in terms of how vast a life span is. I was watching a movie and it dragged me into thinking about how fast 5 or 10 years can go by without two people talking. I hope that i never experience this but in truth i know this has already happened. People lose touch, with all these social networks it is hard to believe. It is sometimes hard to believe that people who spend so much time together talking till 3am, hanging out and sharing something special could end in a heart beat. Being away from someone is just as bad. A whole summer is something i wish never happened. People change and they grow apart. It only takes one second to change a person. Imagine the change that could happen if a whole summer has passed or even a year. They are practically a different person if you don’t keep in touch. I was just talking to several of my friends over the past weekend and it’s strange to see how far they have come since our time around the bon fire weeks before we headed out into college. Two years has gone by since i’ve seen some of them and it makes me sad to see that i am not as close as i used to be. We are still close but yet we are different people. Some grew more mature while other on the other hand not so much. I hope that i am still the same person that i was to them all those years ago. I hope i’m still dependable and caring. Two characteristics i hope i never lose throughout my life. When i think about time, the lyrics to a song in the musical “Rent comes to mind” “five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes, how do you measure, measure a year?” I remember every girl i liked, throughout my life. This does not include girls who i have only met for a day. I remember how many of these girls i liked and ask out. I remember how many of these girl i waited for but in the end waited to long. I remember all the girls who broke my heart while at the same time remembering all the girls who i fell in love with. Every person i met, i have an image stored in my head till i die. Especially for girls who i have liked, whose image haunts me even though i have not seen you in months. your smile, the way you had your hair, and your eyes. We are all on borrowed time, and i hope i make an impact in many peoples lives that when they look back at their life. They’ll see me smiling right back at them. Safe to say that i will always remember them.